sighs two hours of constant playing of Wii last night has conveniently caused me a backache and a rightarmache. haha. seems like i havent been exercising for too long. and i get this kinda aches easily cos i tend to use too much energy and stress my muscles. i get arm aches when i play badminton too! -ouch-

been spending too much of my time on sleeping. basically if i spend like half my 24h sleeping, i will need to stayed rooted to my seat and plough thru chunks and chunks of notes for the rest of the time im not bathing or eating. moreover, i take like super long to eat and bathe? so.. it just means im wasting my life away~ with exams coming soooo soon. shld have started my revision earlier to get myself in the momentum. sheesh.

可不可以让我再一次梦见你？ 哈哈。 =p

i signed in to msn last night (how rare, how rare!) cos i had to discuss cell outing plans with wk and beth.. and seriously, im the kind who cant go on msn!! once im into msn at night (when lotsa ppl are online), im like sucked into cyberworld and i become totally oblivious to the surroundings! hahaha okay okay maybe it's getting a little exaggerated. but seriously i cant do anything else other than chat! i cant even type a decent blog post (which explains why im here early in the morning)! im really the sort who cannot multi-task!! (am i a guy?) haha. don't understand how ppl can listen to their songs and study at the same time. and worst of all, those ppl who leave their computer on like forever, even when they're studying! how to concentrate!? or is this an issue of self-discipline? haha. perhaps perhaps perhaps.

anyway, was having a very enjoyable conversation last night! with a long lost friend.. actually not really.. we have each other's numbers and are on each other msn lists, just that we havent been talking. and Facebook sparked off one very unusual conversation! haha. all the embarrasing moments ( to him only. i thought they were sweet.) started surfacing and things got out of control! anyway due to the fact that he commanded me to stop posting those comments on his wall, we continued to talk bout it in our convo last night. actually i bet he msged me to scold me. but anyway. hahahaha. an extract of the convo..

<3 says:
heyy i brought them tgt okay!!! all the way from Sec 1 to Sec 4 i was supporting S*******!!!
XXX says:
can you don't claim credit like that?
XXX says:
not like under their marriage cert, they'll put: by liane hong

hahahaha. am i like easily tickled? i found that very amusing. and all of the other times, he sounded like he was chiding me. looks like the long-drawn years have turned him into a cranky old man. haha. or maybe NS did. hahaha. (:

another conversation with an olddd friend (very old in fact) went like this..

*** says:
actually dunno if i shld tell u or not
*** says:
but for a period of time in early 2007 i think i still had feelings for u
*** says:
lol
*** says:
=x
<3 says:
i know. u were drunk.
*** says:
eh shit!
*** says:
i got say things to u meh!
<3 says:
:p
*** says:
srs!
*** says:
omg.
*** says:
shit i dun remb leh!
<3 says:
HORHOR!!!!! u die!!! i shall use this on u. U DID! U SENT ME A SUPER LONG MSG. BUT I KNEW U WERE DRUNK SO I DIDNT CARE.
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(some description of himself in a drunken state..)
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*** says:
ya but that time was rly thinking bout jioing u again :P
<3 says:
but u were drunk
*** says:
i wasn't lar
*** says:
haha if u think i was then i was lor!
<3 says:
u mean u told other ppl bout it
*** says:
no i din
*** says:
those were other times i was drunk
<3 says:
phew

haha seriously im really glad that we are able to converse in this manner without feeling awkward. haha. come to think of it, im quite glad i didnt commit to any rs all these years. maybe some of you are gonna go "yeah right. there's the who and the who and the who". i admit there was mutual affection for a few.. but, somehow for some reason, things always ended at the "more-than-friends-but-not-tgt" stage. i guess i have some issue with commitment. and im actually quite glad cos if i had gotten tgt with any of them and sthg happened, we might not be able to even chat like this.. yup. friendship's still the best (: eh wait. but im not trying to find an excuse for myself for being bad. im learning and trying to treat them better okay. hahaha. and for now, there's something else to consider too. i think as i grow older, i begin to see its importance. haha. of same values and faith. i bet you guys know what im talking about rite. haha.

<3

hu8t disney! best OG ever! hahahahaha :D

crazy bout ribbons. i wanna attach a ribbon each to all my tops. hahahahahaha.

the recent release of the A levels results got me thinking again. whether things would have been different if i had been able to pluck up the courage to switch to Arts Fac after one year, which basically means repeating J1. and when i've gotten my results, i was in a different dilemma all over again. whether or not i should retake As, go poly, wait for another year before applying again etc. yepyep. all these unnecessary thoughts. many of my friends are reapplying for the three local unis again. some of them waited for one year ( i always wonder why i don't have the courage to be different from others.).. some are already in some private institutions.. so i wonder what will their next step be if they manage to secure a place. guess they'll be stuck in yet another dilemma.

and amidst all these, i saw a relevant article in the chinese papers today. one of my primary school friend's in the article! and it was really shocking to know that he's been diagnosed with cancer when he was Sec4.. and because of the illness, he repeated jc1.. and even so, he managed to score 3As and 2Bs for the A levels.. and we actually just met a few months ago during my primary 3 class reunion! nobody mentioned bout it. nobody knew. the only thing that we talked bout was how he had become good-looking. ha suddenly felt so ashamed of myself.. a healthy person thinking bout meaningless stuff and not putting in enough effort.. for God, for studies, for everything! im sure many of us have read this kinda stories before.. but cos he's someone i personally know, the story's all the more impactful.. feel really really glad that his condition's under control now.. and i really really feel the urge to put in my BEST in everything i do now. yup.

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anyway i have been having fun! hahahaha. as if exams are over! but i've planned my study timetable already. and it's effectively gonna start next monday. oh maaaaan, i dread. but NO, I MUST PUT IN MY BEST. on friday, i went shopping with Pei and Bao.. RAWR. i shall not mention anything bout it. and the next day, i went for cell at church, then went Partyworld with my sis and her bf! wheeeee~ what a bright bulb! :p Cell without Cam around wasnt that bad after all.. like what she said, i have to make more friends cos she won't be there every week. felt v glad that people care to include me into conversations. yepyep. they are all nice ppl! wheee~ will be having OG outing tmr! ice-skating! haha. then the next day will be having lunch with some cell ppl and then meeting qm and hm.. :D thurs will be having esprimere exco handover.. and fri, revision lecture commences! BOOOS. will still be seeing sy on saturday though. haha. what an eventful week! (:

okay. so the prelims are officially over. i wasnt a good student for this period of time cos i didnt take ONE unit. (i don't care. half unit + half unit = ONE unit) haha. instead of pondering over whether i was escaping from reality, i actually kinda enjoyed this period of intensive study.. (im serious!) maybe cos prelims wouldnt be counted into our final exams, i found myself satisfied to have understood my stuffs ALOT more, than worrying for the end results. i found prelims a good way to pace myself la. without prelims, i probably wouldnt start studying.. but this time round, i guess i focused more on my content subjs.. so i completely forgot all my math and stats.. with no time to practise at all.. and what's more was that both my half units ended last yr, in nov.. =x

have quite a number of activities this coming week! will be meeting quite a few ppl :D wheeee~ it'll be a short one week break.. after that it's back to intensive studying again. gotta work on my math/stats and IBM alot more.. arghh and my practical exam's in July! i could have chosen Sept instead.. but i'll definitely be working during the long hols.. and 8am-5pm everyday would mean having no time to practise at all.. and i REALLY hate scales.. was kinda wondering if i shld switch over to pop piano after getting my grade.. but my teacher sounds like she's really hopeful of me to complete the whole thing! how long more would that take man!? sighs.

Best wishes to my juniors who are getting their results tmr! it was a traumatic experience for me last year. i don't wanna think anymore. time to pack my notes and files for the last lap! haha.